Everyone tells me I'm an optimist, I like to be happy and think it's a waste of time and energy looking at the doom and gloom. But when you think about it everyone's an optimist.
In life there's only 3 certain things; being born; having your life affected by money; and death. Can you sorta see it now? The only things in our life that are completely certain of aren't really something you'd look forward to but people still climb put of bed in the morning and do something. It doesn't have to be productive, it could be anything: sitting down, watching tv, going to school/work. The main thing is your breathing and haven't given up.
I'll admit I've not exactly been all sunshine lately and have thought about suicide and have come close to it. But I couldn't do it, as much as everything was killing me on the inside I kept thinking about my sister, what would happen to her. So whatever you say there will always be something to live for that's why people are optimists, they look at the future and live for something. Everyones scared to die, ergo wanting to live and looking at the bright side.
So smile and see the world in a new way.
Sunday 16 June 2013
Wednesday 12 June 2013
Hello World
My pen name, Nina Borbajo. But you can call me Nina. I've spent years writing, writing and writing but these past year or so I lost my passion. call it teenage hormones filling my brain with the delusional thought that every boy fancied you and everyone else hated you. Well I'm done I'm over it, it's annoying and there are a lot more things more important to me; the environment, the meaning of life and just little things that I've always been so passionate about.
So, a brief account of my life so far. I am a 15 year old girl, black hair that can sometimes it can look like a browny-red and for some reason sometimes reason (or maybe it might just be my colour blind friends) blue, tanned skin, brown eyes and exactly 5 foot.From that description you'll probably guess I'm from the Philippines. Yh, I moved to England at the young impressionable age of 7 and I'm still here till present day.
I like sunny days with a cool breeze, picnics with my friends, reading and just making the most of life. I like to think we're part of something bigger, a domino in the reaction. Something greater than what our eyes can see, but then you look out and sometimes you feel a wall crashing on you. Reality. But you have to keep your eyes and your mind open and you can find a new world (... so they say in the Bridge to Terahbethia)
Right now I'm doing my GCSEs and putting everything I have in my work. I know what I want I I sure as hell will get it.
Nice meeting you, this is Nina and welcome to my world. xoxo
So, a brief account of my life so far. I am a 15 year old girl, black hair that can sometimes it can look like a browny-red and for some reason sometimes reason (or maybe it might just be my colour blind friends) blue, tanned skin, brown eyes and exactly 5 foot.From that description you'll probably guess I'm from the Philippines. Yh, I moved to England at the young impressionable age of 7 and I'm still here till present day.
I like sunny days with a cool breeze, picnics with my friends, reading and just making the most of life. I like to think we're part of something bigger, a domino in the reaction. Something greater than what our eyes can see, but then you look out and sometimes you feel a wall crashing on you. Reality. But you have to keep your eyes and your mind open and you can find a new world (... so they say in the Bridge to Terahbethia)
Right now I'm doing my GCSEs and putting everything I have in my work. I know what I want I I sure as hell will get it.
Nice meeting you, this is Nina and welcome to my world. xoxo
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